No Title...Just venting because I can.

I had an interview tonight with a wonderful family and I am pretty sure I will be watching their newborn very soon, which is great. It seems like everytime I lose a kiddo to school or moving away their is another great family to fill in the spot. I have been so fortunate with this business to find great families and good kids and it is working. It is a successful business that is paying the bills and keeping me at home with my kids. So why is it that I spend every night glued to the computer poring over photographer's websites? It isn't that I couldn't do both. I could. I am stopping myself. I haven't finished the website. I haven't made the business cards. I haven't put myself out there and yet I know for a fact that, that is what I want to do. There are a lot of excuses. I am a little bit afraid I am not really good enough. I am a lot afraid of the time commitment it takes to start a new business, especially when the one you have is working. I am mostly a chicken who can only dream of having people pay you to do what you are truly passionate about. I don't usually let much stand in the way of what I want, but this time I just can't seem to get it in gear.